biggest loser

bismillah
as i told had my JPJ test today
it was miserable n i failed both the litar n jalan raya 
and sgt disappointed because mase latihan TAK pernah terundur ke blkg mase nak turun dari bukit
the thing yg ckgu pernah ckp is
"turun cantik naik je suke terlebih"
so i was like disappointed with myself bile td 1st time terundur
and i was like "owh..camni rupenye kalau terundur"

tapi on road tu mmg i've no confidence pun untuk lulus yet still hoping la bile dah fail litar
plus actually i've put my harapan on litar
but then suddenly jadi mcm ni pulak kn..
 
tapi still la bajet macho kan tak nangis bile fail bukit tu
though rase nk meraung da because trus call ummi lpas habis bukit tu
tapi smpi bilik je trus la meleleh2
you're such an egoistic person la nusaibah (dis is a fact)

going to re-test soon ( 6th or 20th of april)
tp ada exam 7th and it is kinetic!
and actually mcm hesitate nk test on 6th
tp L mati for the 2nd time on 16th
so i am like..
daim..takkan nak renew lg
kalau test gune duit sendiri mmg la i'll choose 20th (haish)

but then rase cm down gile plus mcm dah tak de hati da nak JPJ test or drive the car
kalau semua org nak naik kereta siape nak naik public?
penat je kerajaan sediakan facilities (ayat back-up diri sendiri)

till then
think gonna cry again if i continue writing this
haish..sile kuat & tabah

BIGGEST LOSER = ME